I decided to make this post after reading some pretty insane comparisons from animal activists. They seem to equate the slavery of african americans with the suffering of animals. I’ve never heard such bullshit in my entire life. I’m pretty sure my ancestors were not cut up and served with ketchup.  That is my first thought. My 2nd thought is slavery didn’t just exist in America. If these nutjobs truly believe there is a comparison between slavery and animal rights, they may want to learn about the world’s history first. I was beyond offended and outraged when I heard this. I am all for freedom of speech, but for fucks sakes when you get the spotlight use it to be remembered for saying something intelligent.

I’m not trying to debate the value of human life versus animal life, because to me all life has value. But when you try to compare apples to okra, that argument has no value. I’ll take this a step further and say if you were not around from a time of slavery (not just here in America but living anywhere it existed), how in the fuck would you know how life was? All you know is what your 8th grade history teacher taught you about the world. And the people with their hands out asking for reparations, fuck all of you. You also did not directly suffer from any form of “slavery”.  Your great great..even great great may deserve compensation, but not you. Am I the only one that thinks this way.

Peta and other so called animal activists need to learn a new tune that doesn’t involve race.  Especially if they want to appeal to all people to join their bandwagon.

Is it possible for two people to drift so far apart that by time you look for that other person…you can’t even recognize them anymore.  One has everything planned out, pre-planned if you will and knows what they want and how they’re going to get it. The other see’s nothing but negativity and doesn’t care to move beyond obstacles that they set for themselves. The planner tries to show a lighter side to the darkness, but the other can’t refuses to move forward with life. The person that plans is now carrying alot of dead weight and bad feelings.

You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make them drink. I’m using this quote as a way to describe what I have been trying to do. You push and push and push and the stuborn ass doesn’t move a foot. This time…energy wasted could also be put into other things that the person pushing could be doing. Everyone wants their friends and family to do well, but my god you get to the point where you say “fuck it” when they don’t want to help themselves. It’s hard enough to carry your own diaper around, but then you try to carry someone else as well?! I can’t be this uplifting beam of light anymore for someone who clearly doesn’t care about me and cares even less about themself. Call it tough love, call it a slap to the face but…I’m done. I’m done.

People who sit around feeling sorry for themselves should actually TRY to take some time out of their day to improve what is bothering them. You can’t change the world in one day, but in one day you could get started making positive changes. Life is what you make it, and if you want to lay in bed all day and complain about why everything in your life is wrong be my guest. Just don’t expect me to hold your hand and whisper “positive” somethings in your ear. You make your bed you….yeah, I went there. It’s time for a friend to grow the hell up.

It’s after 1:00 AM here, and I just can’t sleep. I tried everything to relax, but my mind is way too active. I’m a bit worried about too much right now. This is why stress will kill you, it keeps you awake. Going on an audition of sorts tomorrow, and yes I am keeping my job lol. Not sure what this may lead to. Fingers, thumbs and thongs crossed that I go tomorrow and do well!!!!

What is the point in being a”good” person if the world is just going to take turns telling you you’re wrong? Take two people who are both determined to prove that they are right. What if both are wrong? What if one is biased and the other has a hidden agenda? You could say that they’re both biased and equally as stubborn. How do you argue your way out of a circle jerk of different opinions? Did I just say that?  Is it possible to actually tolerate someone with a opinion that is so far out in left field that you back away and accept their lie (lies)? And you feel like they’re lying to themselves by having such crazy opinions. Maybe they think you’re crazy for thinking the way that you do too.

If people really said what was on their minds, alot more would get resolved. Why are we so afraid of what others may think about us? Honesty is so hard to find these days.

Apparently, I am a bit confused as to how the weekend goes so fast and why I have to do anything work related today. *sigh* Would have been nice to sleep in for once and catch up on some sleep.  I think I was so angry that I cracked my alarm clock. D’oh! For some reason this morning, the music scared me when it came on. I had it set to a local station and all I heard was bells. I blame the holiday music for this hehe .

So off to work with me for one whole, pathetic hour.

I have yet to add links and things to my site yet. Be patient, I am working on making new pages. I ended up watching some really funny videos on You Tube today and I did some more writing.  I will return again soon

I’ve decided to move my dot com here. Why? I feel like I’ve had to deal with the most unprofessional people I’ve ever encountered on the net. Have you heard of Dreamhost? I’m not even going to link to them because I don’t support them and don’t think that anyone with a brain should use them. Online, I have yet to experience such poor customer service. It was clear that they did not care what was going on with me and wanted to belittle me at the same time.  I thought in between the exchanges that perhaps I was speaking to a computer and not a real person, because the attitudes behind those reps just blew my mind.

I’m an extremely nice person when I want answers or a resolution to any issues I’m having. Even if a rep gives me a answer I may not like, I would never start screaming and calling them all types of B’s and F’s and C’s. I think C’s is pretty funny though, lol but I’d never call someone that especially if it’s clear that they’re doing their job. I felt like with this company I had to get on their level, and at one point I did tell them not to give me any more smart ass responses.  Claws were out, but obviously this was not worth the hassle. I opened a BBB report and blocked this company from contacting me via email.

What qualifies for excellent customer service? Does it exist anymore? I used to not be one of those nit-picky people, but I just don’t like being talked down to.  My boyfriend pretty much turned me into a turtle with these types of things. I remember going out to eat with him a few weeks ago, and  I felt so embarrassed.  He complained about every single small insignificant detail. I’m not big on going out to eat, but he insisted and we found ourselves at a local restaurant.  He ended up ordering this gigantic sandwich and when he got the sandwich, his smile turned into a grinch scowl. The wrong cheese. They put the wrong type of cheese on the sandwich. The world as we know it is over!!! Okay, I’m kidding but he went apeshit. It took alot for me not to walk out of the restaurant.  I was so embarrassed by the way he spoke to the waitress. I was very apologetic to her after we finished eating, but it really irks me. All that hellraising over cheese. We could have saved some money and grilled burgers at home and bought any type of cheese he wanted from the grocery store.  Then he could have been mad at himself for not having the right cheese.

So what was I talking about again? Good service? How about just treating other people with a little bit of respect. Sometimes, clearly this is easier said than done.